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Monday, November 28, 2005

Monday Blue~

Its so rare that i blogged on monday instead on weekend..haha..still unable to get back to my normal pace..and my weekend is not consider a week end at all..

Sat - robocode held at ngee ann convenction center.. must reached school at 7.20am.. wake up at 6am..btw.. i sleep at 2 am..haiz..shag.. doing duty on the event..all the way till 6pm.. and after pack up all that..its already 7.30pm and eat mac at atrium provided by the school till 8.30pm and get out of school..13hrs in school..haha..though its tired..but i enjoy it lah..all meal on that day is provided by the school and exciting robocode battle to watch..in the end SJI own this year robocode competition getting 3rd and 1st..

sun - wake up at 10am..get change..EXPO..haha..just wondering y there is so many IT fair per year.. get over to see mp3 and external harddrive..cos its the last day..i decide not to buy anything..cos i dont wan to regret..and i realise something.. acer have come out wif LCD TV..omg lah..next time sure got other electrical products from acer..haha..trying to diversify le.. then after that gone to East Coast Road for Singapore Famous Laska..then to Pasir Panjang to see live seafood..at first thinking of getting some home..but too ex le lah..1kg of flower crab(medium) cost $30..how to buy sia..then to IMM giant to look out for stuff..and WOW..the giant in IMM is getting larger and larger each day lah..really is a Hypersupermarket.. and home to cheong CATS ideas le..i finally get all my 20 ideas at 11pm..thanks to all those who had help me to think of ideas althought some of u didnt think of any idea..but thanks again..these are the people who had help me :

Lee Zhao Ying - contributes 8-10 ideas

Michelle Tan - contributes 5-8 ideas

Tai Kai Jie - contributes 2 ideas

Zhang Hui Min - offered to help to think

Kong Huei Shan - offered to help to think

Some of my classmates - offered to helpto think

not to forget about my group members :

Cheryl

Trissy

Sandra

Eunice

thanks to all those who has helped me in my CATS

To the person whom i promised to buy a gift that is less than 20 bucks :

I will keep my promise..

To michelle and zhao ying, i will get u 2 a christmas present for helping me..thanks alot..

sleep at 3am yesterday jus to touch up my CATS and UID..therefore causing a Monday blue~ cant get to sleep right now..therefore i have the time to blog..hehe..

Another thing that i am super doubtful is my blog counter.. 1028 in 3 months??? unbelieveable.. btw..less than 30 ppl know my blog address..and i am sure that most of them are my poly friends..in fact i only have 6 ppl outside of poly that know my address..2 of them is my cousin.. the other 4 is the animals + guan zhu..

Yesterday.. 1 of my secondary schoolmates ask for my blog address.. i am doing my touch up and i had no time to entertain him..but in the end he had my address and even tagged my box.. its not that i dont wan to give him my address..its that i am jus too busy.. i donno who gave him and i also dont wan to know cos i dont find the need..

he say something about my blog and me..MYOB

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8:24 PM

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Harry Potter and Ren Ci Hospital visit

Hee..realise that had not been blogging as regular as last month..reason been is that i am busy and also at the same time lazy..haha..

Finally get to see Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire on Monday 5.30pm at cineleisure wif my class and also on Tuesday 1.50pm at Tiong Bahru Plaza wif the animals kingdom..its a good experience for me to watch a same movie twice within 24hrs..haha..i am surprise that on the second time of seeing..i can still have the 100% focus on the movie..not like Initial D..i almost fall asleep on the second time..hee..i mus say that its a good 2hrs 37 minutes movie.. the animation effects, the background scenaries and the minor suspense is good..however i think that the ending is abit off..mainly becos i think that they had killed the wrong person..so sad..and the graveyard scene is so er xin lah..i still cannot take it on the second time of watching..

This tuesday only had CATS lesson..Archery is being cancelled..so only had 2 hrs of CATS..but this week..CATS lesson is not held in school..its a REN CI HOSPITAL at JALAN TAN TOCK SENG..lesson start at 11am..i reach balestier at 10.30am..cos its raining and i dont have an umbrella..and simply no taxi driverknow the way lah..sad..in the end i had to walk up the hill with rain pouring on me..when i have reach..my hair is dripping with water lah..lucky i nv get sick..or else i will curse that taxi driver..hee..no lah..i where got so bad..i so ren ci one.. ren ci till i go ren ci hospital for lesson leh..lol..

Actually our lesson were held at there cos we are to help 1 patient out of the 7 patients that they give us..and we have to base on their condition to develop or design a present for them to help them in their life..we had been to the ward to see all this 7 patients..all the wards in ren ci hospital is not air coned..and all are senior citizen..its really sad seeing some of them over there.. most of the people there are stroke patients..as we know..stroke patients is not like AIDS or fatal sickness whereby they will be gone in a few years time..stroke patients is a long time diseases..some of them had stay in the hospital for 10-15 years..u can imagine living in hospital for so long..and u are waiting for the last stage of the human cycle..

While seeing the patients there..some of them are really so skinny..its so painful seeing them in this kind of state..and some are even totally deaf and blind or half paralyze..and had to feed through tube from either nose or stomach..its really painful seeing them in this state lah.. for ur info..most of them dont even sleep at night or day...meaning that they are awake 24/7...from the nurse that guide us other there..some of them are having depression and split personality or autistic..and the only thing that keep them going is not their kins..its the volunteers..cos some of them had no one ever come to visit them..its the care that the volunteers give them..when we are at the ward..visiting those people that we are helping..the patients at the side keep asking us to go over to chat..but we cant..

then finally finish the visiting and a debrief and off we go..its still raining lah..and some sort of weird feeling inside me.. i also cannot figure it out.. we are really fortunate..not comparing in term of money..is in term of care and love.. i dare not imagine if my life is like them when i am old.. i jus simply cannot accept it.. wad the peoples there wan is not others pity..its others care and love..

After the hospital visit..went down to meet the animals at tiong for movie..and after that went to suntec and home..Actually wan to go Lau pa sat eat de..but raining..and the others cannot walk far..so forget about this idea..and off we go and its getting late..

Today BIS test is ok..but no confident in it..NF is still boring and UID is time wasting lesson for us to chit chat and think ideas together..and had a early dismissal at 4pm instead of 5pm

now had to prepare the detailed tree diagram for next monday presentation on UID.. CATS ideas by monday..sianz..dont know y this sem is so busy..stress is building up...

One of my friend tell that she is feeling sad cos she went to pray and a fortunate teller tell her something that is not so good about her future life.. i dont ever believe in predicting futures of mine..especially when a stranger tell u about ur future.. life is given to us is to let us explore ourself through all the stages..sheng, lao bing, si etc.. first thing is that i donno why is there fortunate tellers around...why the heck are they trying to mess up others way of living..i simply dont understand..is like now u are very rich..and they tell u that u will be kidnap and lost all ur money..so? wad are u going to do.. u will tend to get afraid and try all ur best to prevent things from happening..but..dont u think that the more precaution u take, more things will occured..

i dont understand why ppls go to fortunate tellers..i only believe in desicion that i make..i dont believe in things that they tell me..cos u dont know if its true..cos there is no way to prove.. i am wondering are fortunate tellers legal? cos is like they are cheating ur money lor.. wad they say are without prove and u are unable to prove..if they tell u that u will be a monk..but in the end u get married and had a football teams of children..are u going to the lawyer and u are trying to tue them for cheating ur money..cannot right.. i am not try to critise the ppl who go to fortunate tellers..but.. dont u think that only peoples who have no way/direction of life that they wan to go to fornunate tellers to seek their way out? if u have ur own way of living, own way of thinking.. u dont have to look for them..explore ur life to the fullest..but not others to guide u through ur life.. if u are going to die in the next sec..then enjoy to the fullest this sec..

I am not trying to ask u all not to go to see the fortunate tellers..is jus that after seeing it..u believe it or not..if u chose to, u will have a hard time living ur life.. also, some fortunate tellers are really speaking the truth..but what is the exact figure of fortunate tellers are there in singapore who are able to predict correctly? no one knows..

To this friends of mine :

If u really chose to believe in what they say.. u will die earlier.. cos u are worrying over all the things that u do..stress and sadness kills ur brain cells..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
11:59 PM

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Friday, November 18, 2005

Weekend coming...

Hehe...finally weekend is back again after 5 weekdays..but again nth to do..free for both sat and sun..who wanna date me??? please dont be so cruel to let me rot during weekend..i will bored to death de..sad..sobx..

Btw..i forget that i have a tag box in my blog..till jus now when i went in and accidentally click on the wrong cow..and i get into the tag box..then i realise that i have nv reply to me tag box lah..diao~..getting forgetful le.. haiz..

Wednesday..early in the morning 9am..first lesson of the day..it was BIS..we are suppose to hand in our group activity on the AFD(activity flow Diagram) that weight 10% on our continuous Assessment..the whole class..had done this activity without confident..partly because we dont have the complete DFD(Data Flow Diagram) to refer to cos the teacher say that he is going to send us but he didnt..therefore..most of the class is very unhappy about it..when the teacher came..he suddenly say that he wan us to do individual instead of group..and we told him that we had already done in group..he even doubt us by asking : "did you all copy eat other work" its in a attitude that show he is doubting us for copying...and the guys really cannot stand it and Jensen(ex. class rep), timothy (class rep) had an urguement wif him..however the lecturer simply mistaken us by thinking that we were saying his lesson is boring and even intend to stop going through the lecture slide and ask us to study on ourself.. wha.. even i also cannot stand it le lor.. we pay 1K + per semester jus to study ourself??? if we know.. wad for we come school for lesson..mus well stay at home to study lor..

Then he ask us to come for today lesson from 12-1pm.. and he nv turn up lor... wad kind of attitude this is sia.. btw..nor only our class got problem wif him lor..others class that he teach also have problem sia..really need help from others le..who is willing to help me???

After a normal week of lesson..finally get on a normal pace wif the other..still trying to learn wad i have miss last week esp OOP and BIS...till now its going smoothly..cos this week stuff was okie and there is another presentation for me next week..infact its everyweek also have lah..do presentation till sianz le..

Went to Bukit Timah Plaza pizza hut wif my classmates Cynthia, Jolene and Keith.. had curry baked rice..simply not nice..its over cooked lah..and its ...donno how to describe lah..jus not nice.. then went to play pool...my accruracy varies alot..we play 2 on 2.. after each game..change partner..first round of 3 games..lose 2 first wif keith and jolene..cos its their first time playing..so still fresh and win 1 with cynthia..second round.. lose wif keith again..cos he still haven really get on hand..but..there is improvement le.. then i win wif jolene and cynthia..jolene is becoming more pro and pro le..third round..i win all 3 games..haha..good games..but in the middle i really play till no mood that even free ball i also can miss lah..and Cynthia keep saying i bully ppl..no lor..i nv bully okie..i provide lots of free balls too..hehe..and CYNTHIA pool skills is more PRO than me lah..

Jus some knowledge to share wif u all... Elephant is the only animals that cannot jump.. and the blood if the crabs, prawns and sotong is TRANSPARENT...wha..cool right..sotong..u must becareful leh..ur blood transparent de..so u mus really take good care...if not later u bleed..no people will know cos they cannot see..haha..

Jus a reminder to all my friends..there are 89 days to my birthday..haha..still long? its less than 3 months and i will be 18 le..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
7:57 PM

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Monday, November 14, 2005

Tired + Stress

Hee.. few days nv blog le..reason is that i have no mood for it lah..

After O level..get back to normal wif school work..feeling so stress and tired.. after missing 10hrs of lesson last week..i find that i have been missing quite alot..alot till right now i have problem doing my continuous assessment..really regret taking my O level retake..right now have to spend time studying all last week stuff my myself..and i jus couldnt absorb any word..too tuff le..out of 4 modules.. i think i can only cope wif 1 module..that is UID..cos this modules is self learning..and right now the activites and dreamweavers hasnt give me much problem to worrk about..the worst is OOP and BIS..GONE!!!

I think not only me encounter these problem..others also but not as serious as me..hee.. current trend right now - 90% of is class is NOT paying attention in class lah..the class is super quiet during lesson..but none of them is listening..cos all of them are either playing games or doing their own things..reasons being is that they are too bored wif the lesson..even me myself also cannot tahan and go play my games.. really cannot take it..

Back home..get up to msn and internet..recently..feel that the msn have been quite peaceful these few day..cos not much ppl come and tok to me or find me..especially got 1 person who cannot get to sleep without scolding me one..also can sleep these few days without scolding me..wha.. birds is swimming, fish is walking, sotong is fishing, cow is hibernating and sheep is flying le lah..world is changing le..if u wake up tml and see snow outside ur window and u feel cold..its normal..so instead of rotting inside msn and internet..i engage in games..hee..

Went to bugis today after school jus to get 1 black short for my sport and wellness lah.. at first i thought of getting it at Queensway one.. but the price there is too ex. for me..so i travel down to bugis village to get 1..and i manage to get it..haha.. then instead of taking train back home..i take bus 66 and 99 back home.. nice conbination right 6699,9966..haha..

In bus 66..i am super puzzled and its my first time seeing this..when i and others stranger get up the bus its pack and 4 ppls is standing including me..on the next bus stop..cos its little india mrt station..quite a number of ppl get down the bus..after the peoples who is getting up their seat..immediately..people beside the empty double seats or around it will move over and occupied it..and after this stop..left me and another ppl standing..got seat for me but i jus simply wan to stand..on the next bus stop..got around 5/6 ppls alight and no ppl board the bus..after the bus move..OMG lah..wad i see is like ppl playing musical chair in bus lah..all of them donno eat other..and they are exchanging seat..is like i move from behind to near the door and i exchange wif u by seating at ur previous seat..then i stand up again and exchange wif others again..DIAO!!! i really feeling puzzled..why do they have to change seat like that.. new way of playing musical chair???

Please explain to me why are they doing that..i really donno leh..in the end all of them are taking 1 whole seat itself wad..i was stunned till i stand from Bugis to Parc Oasis there..which took me 1hr to reach there lah..i jus couldnt figure out..

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10:09 PM

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

Back..

Peepx Peepx...hee...i am back..ever since nov 3 till now..my blog is resting lah.. jus MIA for 8 days only..then got 1 fake doctor donno wad sotong tan aka prodigy tangent whom announce that my blog is dead lah..

Therefore i am back here to prove them wrong..lolx..if u are wondering wad have i been doing these 8 days..Its will be a long long long long... story lah.. prepare coffee or tea if u wanna continue reading..

Actually i have been studying for my O level English and Math examination lah..for the 2 public holiday..i have been studying..for the pass weekends..i have been studying..everyday journey on the way to school and back from school..i have been studying..jus to prepare myself..feeling quite stress for this week and the previous week..

On sat..5-11-05..went out wif milk cow to sim lim square to look at printer..then when to MW candy Empire to buy wonka sweets and chocolate bar..btw..the wonka chocolate bar also got hidden 5 golden tickets...not to the chocolate factory..but to the UK nestle factory lah..also not bad right..can go to UK for free..but nv did i expected that the deadline had already over and the chocolate bar is still selling lah..DOTS..and another thing is that i came across some funnie sweet cover and milk cow is excited over it lah..expecially the rotten egg sour apple sweet.. the cover make it look like da bian(shit) sweets lor..still got another one is the elephant blow orange sweets..the cover make it look like pi ti(nose shit) sweets lah..then i were force to buy the rotten egg de..luckily it taste like sour apple instead of rotten eggs...haha..

On sunday..6-11-05..stay at home whole day to study math..but i think i sleep more compare to study..hee..cannot blame me or say me lazy..cos when it come to exam..i will tend to sleep more..my brain is like that de..it dont like me study too hard..hee..

monday..7-11-05..the day has finally arrive.. its the start of my O level retake..Math paper 1 at Jurong West Secondary School..the paper start at 8am..but i get out of house at 6.45am..and i walk to the school and reach at 7.10am..too early le..but alreadyh got ppl over there..so i study abit..the paper start on time..and guess wad..i dont feel stress about the paper..i think i haven adjust my brain correctly..i actually feel sianz looking at the questions lah..and while doing..i take my own sweet time..look around..and do again..and a while later..i suddenly realise that my heart beat was abit weird..can u all hear ur heart beat while seating down and u are downing something? omg.. i can hear it super clearly that i can tap my feet along wif my heart beat lah..and got bits somemore..like pong, pongpong, pong-pong, pongpong, pong and it keep repeating..but its sometime get faster and sometime get slower lah..i donno y..it the first time i hear my heart beating so abnormally..

2hrs later..finish paper le..i must say that this is a weird paper..last 4 question is cumulative curve, speed time graph, transformation and locus..siao lah..take up so much of my time and i total have 15 marks of undo qns..dont care..then faster get out of school and rush back to my class..it took me 15mins..and i were in time for my group presentation..heng..then straight away start on our next activity which we need to design a controller for children who have lost their right hand..and our design is out le..hee..

tuesday..8-11-05..got school from 1pm - 5pm for my IS lesson..creativity applied thinking skills and sport and wellness..take up archery together wif 6 of my classmates..hee..gonna be fun..but now still have to go buy blue t-shirt and black short..waste my money..already broke le lah..sianz..

wednesday..9-11-05..went back to Jurong West Secondary School for my English paper 1 and 2.. both paper is ok to me.. in Paper 1..i decided to get back to narrative writing instead of going for argumentative like last year and part B is a speech..not letter anymore..for paper 2..i love the passege..its about how animals and human survive on their skills and their nature.. inside the passege got..butterfly, leopard, tigers, sheeps... i unserstand and complete all my questions and summary within the time..its my first time on time in my english exam..haha..last year i gto a D7..i think if everything goes well..i wont fail as bad as last year..after the paper..went to IMM to eat wif yi hao then back to school for lesson

Thursday..10-11-05..nth much about school stuff except my OOP..really cannot make it..need help le..die.. after school..i go to SIG room to take my camara for my duty later on from 6pm to 8pm for the ICT SUPERSTAR..hehe..all of them did well..but got 2 person did especially well.. the guy that sing JJ song..really sing like JJ and the other is my classmate.. CYNTHIA TAN HUI MIN..hee both of them make it to the final..all the best..

Friday..11-11-05..get back to Jurong West Secondary School for the third and last time for my math paper 2.. next time if they pay me to go back..i also dont wan.. today math is seriously..CMI..i have a total of 25 marks undo questions..compare to last year 30+ marks..got improve le..but really hard for this year math paper 2..alot of them collaspe..i think none has finish all the question lah..seriously too hard..after paper..rush back to school as i promise my lecture i will be back at 11am..and i reach my class at 11.10am lah..but nvm.. he allow me to sign my attendance..maybe he is a good teacher and wan to please us first ba..haha.. after that..went cineleisure with some of my classmates to eat lunch and pool till 6pm..after that went to expo food fair alone..mainly cos no one wan to go and got 2 ppl PANG SEH me again for the donno how many times le lah..dont wan to count..count le will make myself hurt.. reach there at 8.20pm and spend $13 on food in 40 minutes..pro ba..haha..then reach home at 10.45pm..

Super stress this week..cos i have to handle my O level and my activity presentation.. and i made a big sacrificed for taking O level..that is not only i pon 9hrs of lessons for this week.. i also lost to a totally of 30marks for 4 modules this weeks..30 marks..heart pain..only one in class that is still getting 0 lah..sianz..and this sememster modules is hard..real hard..have to work extra hard from next week onward le..JIA YOU...

like i say before u read..this will be a long entries..it took me 1 hr and 30minutes to type all this lah..haha..hope u have enjoy reading..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
12:28 AM

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Thursday, November 03, 2005

Post Deepavali and Pre Hari Raya Puasa

First of all..wish all my friends a happy Deeparaya..hope that all of u enjoy ur public holiday..

2nd day of school..still the typical student mood - sianz... School start at 11am today...and end at 5pm...jus 2 lesson.. NF and UID.. but i still dont fully understand NF and the UID activity.. however..i am able complete 90% of the dreamweaver practical by myself..hee..Thanks to keith for the other 10%..=D

If u all realise that i have not been updating about the others animals..in fact..i only know about the sotong and cow..but the sheep is missing again..nowaday ar..sheep not only know how to run..they also know how to hide.. the sotong jus when to East Coast Park during deepavali with luo han fish...this luo han fish is not inside this kingdom..jus a passer-by..hee.. so now this sotong is seriously suffer from dehydration..think she is now soaking in water to get back to its form... If u are wondering y ppl go East Coast Park during Deepavali..i donno..get darker??? or get skin cancer???

As for the cow.. showing attitude these few days... playing monopoly till become salted fish..i only heard on wan zi bian qing wa(prince turn into a frog)...but now can also say it as mu niu bian sian yu(cow turn into a salted fish)..haha..both these 2 have a similar point... that is to change from a bigger size to a small size..hee..

Giraffe..remain as the same..nv change..cos.. a giraffe cant change its spot..haha..so sad..cannot change..

These few days..have been doing my O level Math tys..to prepare for next week monday and friday paper..and also not to forget..my english paper on wed..bless me..

O..i rmb something..to the one who i owe chocolate..u should know who..(MTHY)..ur chocolate will be my christmas present for u this year...hee..and for the one who i owe sweets...(LZY)..i will try to find the most unique taste of sweet for u to help u diet...good ba..hee..

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4:34 AM

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