Harry Potter and Ren Ci Hospital visit

Hee..realise that had not been blogging as regular as last month..reason been is that i am busy and also at the same time lazy..haha..

Finally get to see Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire on Monday 5.30pm at cineleisure wif my class and also on Tuesday 1.50pm at Tiong Bahru Plaza wif the animals kingdom..its a good experience for me to watch a same movie twice within 24hrs..haha..i am surprise that on the second time of seeing..i can still have the 100% focus on the movie..not like Initial D..i almost fall asleep on the second time..hee..i mus say that its a good 2hrs 37 minutes movie.. the animation effects, the background scenaries and the minor suspense is good..however i think that the ending is abit off..mainly becos i think that they had killed the wrong person..so sad..and the graveyard scene is so er xin lah..i still cannot take it on the second time of watching..

This tuesday only had CATS lesson..Archery is being cancelled..so only had 2 hrs of CATS..but this week..CATS lesson is not held in school..its a REN CI HOSPITAL at JALAN TAN TOCK SENG..lesson start at 11am..i reach balestier at 10.30am..cos its raining and i dont have an umbrella..and simply no taxi driverknow the way lah..sad..in the end i had to walk up the hill with rain pouring on me..when i have reach..my hair is dripping with water lah..lucky i nv get sick..or else i will curse that taxi driver..hee..no lah..i where got so bad..i so ren ci one.. ren ci till i go ren ci hospital for lesson leh..lol..

Actually our lesson were held at there cos we are to help 1 patient out of the 7 patients that they give us..and we have to base on their condition to develop or design a present for them to help them in their life..we had been to the ward to see all this 7 patients..all the wards in ren ci hospital is not air coned..and all are senior citizen..its really sad seeing some of them over there.. most of the people there are stroke patients..as we know..stroke patients is not like AIDS or fatal sickness whereby they will be gone in a few years time..stroke patients is a long time diseases..some of them had stay in the hospital for 10-15 years..u can imagine living in hospital for so long..and u are waiting for the last stage of the human cycle..

While seeing the patients there..some of them are really so skinny..its so painful seeing them in this kind of state..and some are even totally deaf and blind or half paralyze..and had to feed through tube from either nose or stomach..its really painful seeing them in this state lah.. for ur info..most of them dont even sleep at night or day...meaning that they are awake 24/7...from the nurse that guide us other there..some of them are having depression and split personality or autistic..and the only thing that keep them going is not their kins..its the volunteers..cos some of them had no one ever come to visit them..its the care that the volunteers give them..when we are at the ward..visiting those people that we are helping..the patients at the side keep asking us to go over to chat..but we cant..

then finally finish the visiting and a debrief and off we go..its still raining lah..and some sort of weird feeling inside me.. i also cannot figure it out.. we are really fortunate..not comparing in term of money..is in term of care and love.. i dare not imagine if my life is like them when i am old.. i jus simply cannot accept it.. wad the peoples there wan is not others pity..its others care and love..

After the hospital visit..went down to meet the animals at tiong for movie..and after that went to suntec and home..Actually wan to go Lau pa sat eat de..but raining..and the others cannot walk far..so forget about this idea..and off we go and its getting late..

Today BIS test is ok..but no confident in it..NF is still boring and UID is time wasting lesson for us to chit chat and think ideas together..and had a early dismissal at 4pm instead of 5pm

now had to prepare the detailed tree diagram for next monday presentation on UID.. CATS ideas by monday..sianz..dont know y this sem is so busy..stress is building up...

One of my friend tell that she is feeling sad cos she went to pray and a fortunate teller tell her something that is not so good about her future life.. i dont ever believe in predicting futures of mine..especially when a stranger tell u about ur future.. life is given to us is to let us explore ourself through all the stages..sheng, lao bing, si etc.. first thing is that i donno why is there fortunate tellers around...why the heck are they trying to mess up others way of living..i simply dont understand..is like now u are very rich..and they tell u that u will be kidnap and lost all ur money..so? wad are u going to do.. u will tend to get afraid and try all ur best to prevent things from happening..but..dont u think that the more precaution u take, more things will occured..

i dont understand why ppls go to fortunate tellers..i only believe in desicion that i make..i dont believe in things that they tell me..cos u dont know if its true..cos there is no way to prove.. i am wondering are fortunate tellers legal? cos is like they are cheating ur money lor.. wad they say are without prove and u are unable to prove..if they tell u that u will be a monk..but in the end u get married and had a football teams of children..are u going to the lawyer and u are trying to tue them for cheating ur money..cannot right.. i am not try to critise the ppl who go to fortunate tellers..but.. dont u think that only peoples who have no way/direction of life that they wan to go to fornunate tellers to seek their way out? if u have ur own way of living, own way of thinking.. u dont have to look for them..explore ur life to the fullest..but not others to guide u through ur life.. if u are going to die in the next sec..then enjoy to the fullest this sec..

I am not trying to ask u all not to go to see the fortunate tellers..is jus that after seeing it..u believe it or not..if u chose to, u will have a hard time living ur life.. also, some fortunate tellers are really speaking the truth..but what is the exact figure of fortunate tellers are there in singapore who are able to predict correctly? no one knows..

To this friends of mine :

If u really chose to believe in what they say.. u will die earlier.. cos u are worrying over all the things that u do..stress and sadness kills ur brain cells..