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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
yup..the title tell u how i am feeling now.. currently is 3.35am and i cant get to sleep.. class chalet is tml and i dont seem to get excited..cos i am extremely severely worried about tml..some of u might know wad i am toking about..for those who donno..the reason y i am feeling so DEAD, SCREWED, HOPELESS AND HELPLESS is because i might not able to get the room key.. u can imagine how bad this can be.. after so many chalets that i have been and organise..this is the first time i feel so DEAD, SCREWED, HOPELESS AND HELPLESS..i keeping thinking of the negative things..yesterday when i am sleeping.. i even dream that it will rain tml..OMG!!! how??? save me please..
I can tell u that i am not in a good mood at all..i am 500% more angry than normal and jus 10% of the usual me..i know its not my fault at ALL but i am feeling guilty.. and the way that i tok is so different this week..to keith, justine and yi zhi whom u think that i am suffering from LS..i shall not explain wad it is but in fact i am not suffering from that but cos i am thinking of the room key..the ppl going for the chalet and the things that we gonna do during the chlaet..i may be thinking too much but all these had to be done..i had not have a good sleep for the past few days result my temper and mood is super bad..sorrie to those whom i have complain to u even though u are not related or blame for it..u may think that i have a good temper cos blah blah blah..but do u think a person whom have a good temper really wont get angry or show their angry?? i can tell u that they will show it out..not infront of other ppl but to ppl who are close to them.. most of the time my mother had kenna shouting and screaming from me..and i really glad that she understand me..cos i had to shout it out or else i might kill myself..and also some friends around me..thanks for listening to me..thanks for everything that u had did for me.. and also u can also feel honored leh.. u are the minority of the minority that had seem me in this kind of bad mood at all.. i am not angry.. i am jus feeling hopeless and sad..
Going MIA for 3 days..donno who will be missing me..think no one ba..cos everytime i go chalet.. my phone jus wont ring..so sad..and also i donno y i had been so busy recently when i donno wad i had done..haiz..such a waste of time..hee..and apr is coming..will not be free from 12 to 19 apr..minus off..i can tell u that i jus have 15 days of free time to school reopen.. and that is real fast okie.. 7 weeks of vacation and i jus have 15 days left to enjoy..quite sad right..no choice.. i admit my life is like that..
get back my result last friday..can say that i am happy about my result cos my GPA improve by 0.05..hee..look little right but its not easy to improve okie..my grade are NF - B+ , BIS - B+ , OOP - B+ , UID - AD , CATS - AD.. GPA for current sem - 3.65/4.00...i like these grade..but i jus happy for hours before the chalet stuff jus affect my whole feeling..
i jus hope that everything goes smoothly tml..there is nth more and much that i wan of..jus hope that all the process went smoothly..and the time now is already..4.10am..still cant get to sleep..haiz..
Monday, March 13, 2006
Thanks to my ex-workmates again for the ice-cream and presents..thank you..
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