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Monday, April 30, 2007

~Relieve~

Time now is 3.45am (Monday, 30Apr). Just finish my weekly log and submit just less than 1 min ago. finally get everything done le.. but i am still not feeling sleepy.. so rare.. maybe is cause i had turn in early on friday and sat ba.. =D

Sat after get chased out of the library, had went to hang out at Suntec with ~ *drum rolls* 3 elephant -> Xiao ling, xiao xuan and xiao hui..lol.. had quite alot of fun with them at the arcade and kfc..manage to throw away my school stuff and had lotsa fun playing and laughing with them..thanks alot..

This is the first time that i mention about this click of friends during my 2nd trip to china with the school..i go to this china trip alone, BUT.. i come back with a family of i also donno how many ppl..haha..with them, i form my 2nd group of animals le..haha.. with my first group of animal kingdom i have - sotong, sheep, cow and gorilla.. this time i have - goldfish, turtle, penguin and elephant.. wha if every group of friends i have animal.. i can open zoo le la..lol.. I will not be posting any photos here at the moment, if wan can steal my hp to see the wallpaper.. or if u wan the "best of the best" photos of them can steal my harddisk..my harddisk is "priceless" le.. if really kenna stolen, i confirm become minced meat =x

I got a question to my china group here "How we form our animals de ar" can anyone rmb??? sobx.. i forget le..hee..

To all my friends who is thinking of asking me to go out.. i am really sorry that i can only tell u all "i try my best" cos my schedule is really unstable as suddenly i might have "something" that is very "urgent" that will "pop up". As the "pirority" has to go to the "most important" matter, i had no choice but to fly kite, aeroplane, balloon, pigeon or wadver..

Till now i had already hav some date that confirm booked le..these are ->

May 1
May 5
May 11
May 12
May 13
June 6
June 15
June 16
June 17
June 22
June 23
June 24
Sept 28

I still donno when is my cousin wedding dinner yet.. so 1 more day will be booked.. If you think that u got urgent matter that need to see my face one.. please inform me asap..hee..

time now 4.15am..later my temper is going to be so damn bad lo..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
3:44 AM

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

~Standing at the edge of the cliff~

Right now.. standing at the edge of the cliff..staring far ahead..storm is coming..feeling aimlessly.. hopeless and deadly.. though there is no tears, no expression, no emotion.. but there is pains..suffers..aches..

donno wad is going to happen to me down this road.. donno the ending.. just hoping for a better day to come.

i need more than jus a break right now. i am sorry that i feel so dumb and stupid..

I need to gain back my morale to go back on track~

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
4:14 PM

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

~Old days~

Mid 3rd week of my FYP.. getting things to do le.. but no ideas how to do it.. so feeling quite fustrated and tired in school facing a reader that gives out radiation 9hours a days for 5 days in a week.. Chances of getting Cancer is getting higher and higher..

Just realise that i am getting back to my "own world" le.. reasons being that i am not having lunch with my classmates everyday. Coming school alone, staying alone in Egarage, staying alone in sig room, going school library alone, going out alone, eating alone, playing alone and thinking alone..

Not that i am suffering from "zi bi" but sometimes, just enjoy the loneliness, esp in bus with just me and the bus driver.. but not on the last bus.. you cant blame me cos i am like that for the past 19 years le..

The radiation had really cause me to feel tired everyday..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
9:22 AM

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Friday, April 20, 2007

~Back on track~

Yesterday met up with my supervisor and had got my role and also part and bit of my project.

From May 4 onwards, after the senior go, i and my partner i will be the operator of the RFID server. Sianz =x

Got my project also, will be touching on alot of application..Dead..

10 weeks left only.. yet not started..

Feeling rather tired this week as i got to reach school very early in the morning and only get to go in the evening even there is nth for me to do at all.. Now i am actually quite worry about my IHP as i dont think i would have enough time for me to learn the new applications.

How i hope i can get at least a B..i will be more than happy with that.. slept immediately after i reach home which is like 7pm and wake up at 11+ by friend to ask me to conference.. sound so dead at that time..

For my CCA, i am beginning to let go..hee.. more chance of meeting up with my friends and hopeful there will be a chalet on june =DDDDD waiting for reply on the room.. hee..

Last year, on someone birthday, i said to the birthday person that i will be buying 2 crabs and 2 bottles of chilli sauce..

This year, i am gonna treat that person even better.. i will be buying 2 sotongs and 2 bottles of ketchup..not only that.. i will use a mixer to mesh them up and this will be my present..

SEE..MY PRESENT IS SO UNIQUE!!!!

Please dont beat me up~

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
10:31 AM

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Monday, April 16, 2007

~break~

After seeing this post title, u may or i can even say confirm be thinking one of the following :

1) a brief rest, as from work

2) to lose control; weaken

3) a collapse of health, strength, or spirit; breakdown

Which one do u think i am refering to? See how well u know me ba..

2nd week of IHP.. today morning had training and after that went to prize ceremony to take my director list paper..no module prize =(

But, to all my PhotoVideo SIG members, i am proud of you.. Today seeing so many of my members getting overall top performance, module prize and director list.. i really feel so happy inside the club with you all..Good job..

after that went back to had some refreshment that is actually for the parent but many left over.. so all egarage IHP ppl are eating outside..hee.. like gathering

after i finish my food, i slept till 4+ to meet my supervisor about my project. Start to get some work to do le.. my supervisor wanna to see how well we are in RFID. so he ask us to do a small application and show him on monday next week.. Finally got things to do le..

However, after he left, i sleep again till 5+ to log out.

My sleeping style is super unique lo.. hee..

i sleep on chair instead of table, and my knee is on the floor.. so i am kneeing to sleep??? hee..

Then.. i realise that i cannot take it le.. so i walk out of the school.. stone at the bus stop for 30mins?? before crossing the bridge to take bus back..

To for me to do something to save and help myself le.. =D

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
7:41 PM

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Sunday, April 15, 2007

Apr 15 -> A new site
Yes.. i am finally back to my blog after like 6months? lol.. today.. a total of 5 peoples come ask me to update blog.. lol..

and tata.. back~ hee..

i shall not say EVERYTHING about what had happen to me in this 6 months.. but there are certain things tat i cannot dont say..

- Get selected as student leader to go for China trip again during March, is a 10days trip.. to have a very short summary, i enjoyed alot over here with the people and " i go there alone and come back with a family" i also donno how many family members are there.. it just keep increasing.. lol..

- Learn how fly aeroplane more smoothly..hee

- Form a second group of Animal friend

- getting busier over EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING

- get my NEW desktop le

- Finally see my achievement of my hardwork in school le.. get my result in Nanjing this time round intead of Shnghai~ GPA of 4.0 =D

- Lost contact wif cow le..sobx

- Start my Final Year Project

above are all that i can rmb la.. will update soon again if someone can make me do so like how they revive my blog? lol.. hee..

Thanks to all the peoples who had help meand pull me along to here.. and hope u all can still stand by me till the end of the journey.. thanks alot..

Shall stop here le.. got alot of update to make over my blog..hee..

[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
2:19 AM

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